Marina And The Diamonds

- OBSESSIONS  

We’ve got obsessions

I want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week

We’ve got obsessions

You never tell me what it is that makes you strong and what it is that makes you weak.

This song was sent to me, a while back, from a friend. She said the one chorus about the supermarket, had reminded her of me. And its true. I'm terrified of crowed areas, so I do my best to avoid supermarkets and busy places like that. I get anxious and my heart races. I want to get what I came for and run. But, The Reason I'm Posting This Song Now, is it had come on my Itunes and I realised this fits my life when I was on my own as well. When my ED was at its peak, shopping for food was a horrid experience. Not only was my anxiety screaming at me, but being in the center of all that food was making my head spin. It felt like everyone just stopped to stare at me. Of course as I was thinking this it made me try and shop faster, So As I Frantically Checked Every Label On Every Can Of Soup, everyone did start to stare.. I was escorted out one occasion for they thought I was under the influence of some drug T_T ...