11/11/10

"I'm angry at bulimia hangovers"

I second this statement. 


If I were binge free I strongly believe I wouldn't be living this kinda of life. I mean.. I'd be a happy easy going teenager, and normal. And well.. right now.. I'm not all too sure what 'normal' is.. It took me 15-25 minutes to make a choice at Ihop this morning.. I was having a mini panick attack at the table.. Heart pounding, Room spinning, Breath short kinda thing.. boy friend at the other side of the table hadn't a clue.. I just wanted the strawberry pancakes.. and ordered the simply fit crepe.. ugh..

1 comment:

  1. This 30 day thing your doing, what is it and where can i go to find the full 30 days?

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