10/26/12

BUMBLEsweet.

JUSTlike: so.

OKAY, things talked out, and it's all PG 13 now. 

I've fallen into the blue again, I can't even lift myself off the floor. Only motivation is more to drink.  It makes me sad knowing when left alone, this is what becomes of me. Is it the medication? Or am I too far gone for the saving..? I cut last night. There, I said it.. Felt so good.. I wanted more. I still do. I want to hide, and never leave this blue hole.

3 comments:

  1. Anonymous26/10/12

    No point to far gone, that still can't be fetched from the dark depth's.

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  2. Stay strong, hun. <3

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  3. Keep your head up. Take a hold of your mind and force it into place. It's not easy but take's patient's and a will not to give in.

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