Not For Your Eyes. part one.

Because i know you wont ever see this;

I love you.
I wish it was you that ran the blade across my thigh.
I eat to please you.
I eat to spite you.
I purge to please you.
I purge to spite you.
I asked for help cause you didnt know anything was wrong.
I asked for help cause you would have never known anything was wrong.
I resest the urge to kiss you every day.
I resest the urge to cry over you every day.
I resest the urge to to you whats on my mind.
I want to tell you everything.
I lie to you to keep you from everything.
I lie to you to keep you happy.