In Truth

I Know Your Concerned, But What Can I Tell You?

Clearly Not The Truth. You Could Never Handle The Truth.

I've Begun To Push You Away Again.

I'm Not Sure If I Mean To Or Not. But Its Happening.

You've Noticed To.

Always Act Like A Wounded Puppy, Blame Your Self.

Its Only Cause You Dont Understand.

Its Only Cause I Keep You In The Dark.

I Know I Miss You.

I Know There Is A Rose Tinted Montage,

Of Last Summer Always Playing When I Think Of You.

I Know Its Not Right To String You Along

Hopes For That Time To Return.

I Know It Wont.

I'm Just Unsure..

Terrified I'm Walking Away Of Something I'll Regret

Terrified I'm Letting My Self Down

Terrified He Is Right

I'm Just Simply Scared.

Right Now I'm Alone, Surrounded, Crowded, And So Very Alone.

I Need To Talk It All Out With Someone

Figure Out Where I'm Going Wrong

But No One Knows Everything..

I Wish Someone Did

I Wish I Could Be Brave Enough To Let Someone In

To Let Someone Know

To Let Someone Help

I Need To Be Held

Told It Will All Be Okay

I Need To Stop Crying Myself To Sleep

I Need To Know When Things Have Gone Too Far

I Need To Be Able To Hand Over Control

Cause No Matter How Many Time I Say It

I'm Not Fine

I Dont Have Everything Under Control

I Wont Be Okay..

I'm Surrendering. I Need Your Help. Its All Too Much. Too Much For Me To Face Alone. And I'm Alone. And Its Terrifying. I've Never Wanted To Be Close To Anyone. Cause Everyones Just Hurt Me. Told Me I Was A Lost Cause. Time After Time. And I'm Starting To Think They Are All Right. Save Me From Myself. Please..