11/21/12

Peas and carrots

Just Like So.

Rolled my first joint, did it up right, yo!
Vodka and cans of veggies.

I gained weight. I hate myself. I don't deserve his love. I don't deserve life.

3 comments:

  1. Anonymous25/11/12

    "Razorblade Salvation"
    (feat. Shara Worden)

    [Bridge: Shara Worden]
    I know all the times were hard
    I know that you've been feeling down
    If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
    If I could take your pain
    I wish that I could wash it all away
    If you only knew how I'm feeling

    [Verse 1: Vinnie Paz]
    Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
    To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
    Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
    That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
    It's kind of hard walkin' through life with my distorted eyes
    When I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thrive
    I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter
    And questioned whether or not if I was dead, you'd be better
    You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her?
    It's too late now, mommy, I could never forget her
    Could never forget how she taught me to love
    'Cause my father and my grandmother is always above
    It's glory above, you know that daddy taught me to thug
    And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs
    Damn, I miss her, mommy, and it's hard to believe
    That I'm grown and I don't understand it, why did they leave?

    [Break: Vinnie Paz]
    It's better to die and sleep
    Then never wake and sleep
    Then linger on and dare to live
    When the soul's life is gone

    [Chorus: Shara Worden]
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing

    [Verse 2: Vinnie Paz]
    Mommy, I think that I'ma try to stick around a while
    I got a niece, and my nephews, they need me 'round a while
    I think they need me 'cause they hittin' that age
    And they ain't tryin' to speak to Lenny 'cause they spittin' they rage
    Yeah, and mommy, speakin' to Lenny, I think my brother need me
    And we Italian, so you know my mother love to feed me
    And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
    Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
    And when Jake got knocked, you knew that I was hurt
    You told me put all of my heart in the song, and it worked
    I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing
    You ain't raise me to be a liar, ma, that's not my thing
    I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
    They kept him locked inside a cage, but that's cool, 'cause he's strong
    So mommy, keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
    I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow

    [Chorus: Shara Worden]
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing

    [Interlude: Movie sample]
    "You have power and money, but you are mortal
    You know you cannot escape death
    But immortality can be obtained
    The legend is always the same
    If ? have succeed in conquering death
    Why must we accept it?
    I know where the immortals live
    And how to obtain their secret
    We too must become wise men
    The elements of chemistry are many, but finite
    So are the techniques of enlightenment"

    [Bridge: Shara Worden]
    I know all the times were hard
    I know that you've been feeling down
    If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
    If I could take your pain
    I wish that I could wash it all away
    If you only knew how I'm feeling

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  2. Anonymous25/11/12

    "Razorblade Salvation"
    (feat. Shara Worden)

    [Bridge: Shara Worden]
    I know all the times were hard
    I know that you've been feeling down
    If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
    If I could take your pain
    I wish that I could wash it all away
    If you only knew how I'm feeling

    [Verse 1: Vinnie Paz]
    Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
    To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
    Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
    That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
    It's kind of hard walkin' through life with my distorted eyes
    When I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thrive
    I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter
    And questioned whether or not if I was dead, you'd be better
    You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her?
    It's too late now, mommy, I could never forget her
    Could never forget how she taught me to love
    'Cause my father and my grandmother is always above
    It's glory above, you know that daddy taught me to thug
    And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs
    Damn, I miss her, mommy, and it's hard to believe
    That I'm grown and I don't understand it, why did they leave?

    [Break: Vinnie Paz]
    It's better to die and sleep
    Then never wake and sleep
    Then linger on and dare to live
    When the soul's life is gone

    [Chorus: Shara Worden]
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing

    [Verse 2: Vinnie Paz]
    Mommy, I think that I'ma try to stick around a while
    I got a niece, and my nephews, they need me 'round a while
    I think they need me 'cause they hittin' that age
    And they ain't tryin' to speak to Lenny 'cause they spittin' they rage
    Yeah, and mommy, speakin' to Lenny, I think my brother need me
    And we Italian, so you know my mother love to feed me
    And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
    Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
    And when Jake got knocked, you knew that I was hurt
    You told me put all of my heart in the song, and it worked
    I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing
    You ain't raise me to be a liar, ma, that's not my thing
    I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
    They kept him locked inside a cage, but that's cool, 'cause he's strong
    So mommy, keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
    I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow

    [Chorus: Shara Worden]
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing

    [Interlude: Movie sample]
    "You have power and money, but you are mortal
    You know you cannot escape death
    But immortality can be obtained
    The legend is always the same
    If ? have succeed in conquering death
    Why must we accept it?
    I know where the immortals live
    And how to obtain their secret
    We too must become wise men
    The elements of chemistry are many, but finite
    So are the techniques of enlightenment"

    [Bridge: Shara Worden]
    I know all the times were hard
    I know that you've been feeling down
    If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
    If I could take your pain
    I wish that I could wash it all away
    If you only knew how I'm feeling

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  3. Anonymous25/11/12

    "Razorblade Salvation"
    (feat. Shara Worden)

    [Bridge: Shara Worden]
    I know all the times were hard
    I know that you've been feeling down
    If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
    If I could take your pain
    I wish that I could wash it all away
    If you only knew how I'm feeling

    [Verse 1: Vinnie Paz]
    Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
    To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
    Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
    That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
    It's kind of hard walkin' through life with my distorted eyes
    When I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thrive
    I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter
    And questioned whether or not if I was dead, you'd be better
    You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her?
    It's too late now, mommy, I could never forget her
    Could never forget how she taught me to love
    'Cause my father and my grandmother is always above
    It's glory above, you know that daddy taught me to thug
    And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs
    Damn, I miss her, mommy, and it's hard to believe
    That I'm grown and I don't understand it, why did they leave?

    [Break: Vinnie Paz]
    It's better to die and sleep
    Then never wake and sleep
    Then linger on and dare to live
    When the soul's life is gone

    [Chorus: Shara Worden]
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing

    [Verse 2: Vinnie Paz]
    Mommy, I think that I'ma try to stick around a while
    I got a niece, and my nephews, they need me 'round a while
    I think they need me 'cause they hittin' that age
    And they ain't tryin' to speak to Lenny 'cause they spittin' they rage
    Yeah, and mommy, speakin' to Lenny, I think my brother need me
    And we Italian, so you know my mother love to feed me
    And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
    Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
    And when Jake got knocked, you knew that I was hurt
    You told me put all of my heart in the song, and it worked
    I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing
    You ain't raise me to be a liar, ma, that's not my thing
    I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
    They kept him locked inside a cage, but that's cool, 'cause he's strong
    So mommy, keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
    I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow

    [Chorus: Shara Worden]
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing
    You've been running around for so long
    You've been hurting yourself too much
    You keep messing around with darkness
    You're the one who's losing

    [Interlude: Movie sample]
    "You have power and money, but you are mortal
    You know you cannot escape death
    But immortality can be obtained
    The legend is always the same
    If ? have succeed in conquering death
    Why must we accept it?
    I know where the immortals live
    And how to obtain their secret
    We too must become wise men
    The elements of chemistry are many, but finite
    So are the techniques of enlightenment"

    [Bridge: Shara Worden]
    I know all the times were hard
    I know that you've been feeling down
    If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
    If I could take your pain
    I wish that I could wash it all away
    If you only knew how I'm feeling

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