To Be Honset,

 ..I Miss Him.
Been Wearing His Shirt To Bed On The Nights I Sleep Alone.
Still smells of him, and I wish itd stay that way, but I know the seant will fade. Along with his thoughts of me.
I bet he had already forgotten me.
Bet He Has Another Laying Next To Him.
Holding Back Tears In The Libray Typing This Out, But I Donno.. Its All Been Building Up In My Head..
Waking up alone and scared, upset from images in my dreams I wish I never thought up.
But I guess I'll be okay..
Cant wear his pendant right now.. Cant bare looking at it..
Everything starts to become too over whelming and my heart sinks..