Numbers,

Counting, Recounting. Over, And Over.

Its just lunch, Normel every day samwhich. But my heart starts racing.

I'm counting. Adding everything up.
Its over. I cant be over. If I'm over I Painc.
I'm starting to panic.
I cant calm myself unless i know.
unless every number is added.

I try to math it all out,
 how many crunches, push ups, miles i'll have to run.

even before it touches my lips.


this is how i live.
every moment of the day.