I unlike some people

.. know what is causing my weight not to dangoursly plummit like i wish it would.


i stumboled across this "wannarexic"'s blog the other day while looking up days of ABC and she was wondering why her weight kept coming back. hmm lets see YOU KEEP EATING YOU WANNAREXIC WHORE UGH they make me sooo mad! "Iwannaloseweightformyblahblahblah" NO OKAY! ENOUGH! sure we of the ED have reasons to lose said large amounts of weight and fast, but its all a mental problem not so much a weight thing. okay that dosent help. read "purge" you tool and be done with your rentless coplaining! you wanna end up like helen! DO YOU! neithr do i, but i have the same mind setting as her. and wheihter i like it or not will end up close to that and well death or not, something bad will happen.

okay...rant over.. its safe to come out now.

i think though, like janie in the book, finding something to take my anger out on would make life easier to bare.