6/19/17

April 30th

Sunday, 7:30 pm

I didn't want you to leave

Paralyzed laying next to you, my mind screaming to reach out.

Murmur,
help me.
Whisper,
I don't know if I can be alone tomorrow.
Sob,
I don't trust myself.

Paralyzing.
Pretending to sleep.

I don't want you to leave.
I've never been this scared.

Today. Death was a possibility.
I've never been this scared.

Tomorrow, the feelings of this night will be unfathomable.
Fear is now, empty.
Empty is now, nothing.

Two more months.

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