8/17/10

Contains Concern.

I've spent a long while here.
Too Long?
I can't tell.
I'm beginning to worry however.
Will He Get Sick Of Me?
I feel like utter shit leaching off him.
As horrid as it sounds,
That Just What It Is.
I really honestly don't want to.
I want to pitch in.
I crave to be able to pay the tab.




it kills me knowing i'm a bother.
That I'm Just A Bill Hanging Over Him.
I Want His Companionship.
Not His Wallet.

2 comments:

  1. Anonymous20/8/10

    We're in the same exact situation. Its really difficult, and not many people can relate. Is he the "its ok, what's mine is yours type?" That's how mine is, and I still feel terrible.

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  2. Yeah he is like that, but I know its genuine.. which sorta makes it worse cause I have nothing to give back to him T_T

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