"True Love"

By archivealicorn

Some day you’ll have some wrinkles, you might have them today

Leave them or get a face lift, I’m fine with them either way

Your skin is yours alone, tattoo or pierce it if you want

I’ll show you off regardless, you I’ll always flaunt

Some day your weight will change, curves might leave or stay

And only for your health, might I care for what you weigh

Chubby, thin, or average, your body I’ll never shame

I’ll hold you tight, kiss you, and love you just the same

Some day your hair will fade, you can dye or leave it be

You can dye your hair right now, that’s ok with me

You can cut or trim your hair, in the manner you desire

Legs or head or genitals, it’s nothing I require

Some day you might change, the things you choose to eat

No more milk or eggs, I’m fine if we eat no meat

Vegan, vegetarian, organic, whole, or raw

I’ll respect your choices, for what you wish to gnaw

You may feel that your sex and gender don’t agree

That’s ok, my darling, you can be who you are with me

I will call you what you want, “they” or “he” or “she”

Holding hands through hate, hormones or surgery

Maybe you’ve got another lover, and feelings just as strong

As long as they’re respectful, I’m sure we’ll get along

Maybe I’ll love them too, and maybe they’ll love me

Together we can love another and happy we will be

Maybe you’ve got mental issues, depression, anxiety

Eating disorders, self-harm, by your side I’ll be

Regardless if they’re just acute, or something all your days

I’ll hold your hand, fight with you, and care for you all the ways

You might vary your desires, for affection, sex, or touch

Whether every day and night, or you don’t want it much

I’ll cuddle when you need it, snuggle, hug, and kiss

And if we do it, I’ll try hard to give orgasmic bliss

My love has one condition, for which there has to be:

“I won’t quit you, provided, you don’t quit on me.”

Love is hard to define, true love is hard to grow

So, my dear, I’ll love you, in every way I know.

I've opened up to one, and I've been accepted. To be honest, it's the most amazing feeling in the world. Like a weights been lifted off of me. I'm still not completely fond of how I am, and still slightly worried about the future. But I've got the most loving and caring people by my side, and really, that's all I need. Sure things will be hard from time to time, and as with most things in life, get bumpy. But if those who I care so deeply about, care just as deeply about me (just the way I am) then why stress to change? I've never accepted this part of me, the part that has torn up so much of my past loves.. But I really think this is a good start. 

One love.

And feeling lonely..

There is something so terribly lonely, about loving someone so very far away.

Some times, I wish I was average. Simple, uncomplicated, plain.

There is something so terribly lonely,  about being able to love more then one person. 

I feel broken, or rather.. Over upgraded. Its bad enough I am attracted to all genders.. but this.. this isnt fun. Where it feels this is frowned upon by social norms, where Im ment to have a one.

To not feel deep intense and true love for more then one person.

I feel ashamed. 

You have no idea how badly I crave, to have a one.. 

But no. I have to choose. I cant have both. With choosing.. Comes pain. Crushing those I hold so dear to my heart.. 

Maybe, I should just be alone. Be away from ever falling in love again.

I cant stand this pain..

And even, after everything.. Im still falling asleep, alone. 

Another new year,

And the very best of birthday wishes.

My Sweet Bumble

Bumble, my sweet bumble

How do you do, 

I was just thinking about you

About how you came here so long ago

And changed the whole place from head to toe

How you've made so many friends 

From all around the world, you social girl

Every time you walk in, they flock to you

Like a big towering lighthouse of glee

That makes all of them chuckle and squee

You give them all hugs and cuddles too

Followed by adorable artwork, all from you

As months went by, you only made more friends

Many of which you thought would never have

But its all for the better, my sweet bumblesweet...

As without such friends in your life, 

you would never be so complete.

My birthday comes and goes every year, and more often then not, it's just another day.. As I don't have many friends to share that day with. However, this year hasn't been a regular one, and I've acquired more then a handful of deep meaningful friendships and loves. With whom, I got to celebrate my day with. And this year, it was by far the very best birthday I've ever had. From a shout out on a review show, to an amazing commission by one of my favortie pony artists, and even a thoughtful poem, I know I've been on my friends minds, in their thoughts and they have given me something from the heart. Not just gifts, but friendship as well. That alone is more then I could ever ask for. I feel so very lucky, and I know that I've just begun. Its such an amazing feeling knowing you are loved, I hope it never passes.