And packing tape.
All moved in! Well sorta.. Me and naya are sharing the bedroom till the rest of em figure things out, (so half our things are in boxes...) but we are comfortable and home in our room.
I wish I wasn't so lazy and would start up my computer, as typing on my iPod isn't quite prefered. Ah well.
I've tossed my food journal. Poof. Gone.
A year of daily logging gone. I'm trying to stop thinking about logging it all. I've downloaded a appetite logging app with which I take a daily photo and rate how healthy I ate that day. The goal is to make it to a hundred point and you get your favorite meal no guilt. It's cute the little bunny icon either gains or looses according to your score, hehe. I'm also running every other morning and taking supplements. I'm trying to keep in mind slow and steady will win the race. I'm down from 126 to 123 so somethings working. (now only if I'd poop!)
I feel alittle bad fibbing to nana and papa.. I told them I'm lactose intolerant with a glutent allergy. Now don't look at me as a bad guy, both those things are true, on a very small degree.. It gets me outta eating and so Ive got more control.. Blah. I haunt binges or purged in a while (still using laxatives and diuretics however..)
And feel naughty for having diet books under my bed.. Like I'm hiding porn or drugs or something!
As for school: One. Section. Left.
Yeah, you read me right!
Then I'm finished!
Woooo
Ps. I really like it here. Having a house full of people is nice. Calming even. I feel happier, and I feel releaved I can be here for naya if she ever needed me.
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