And here is your verse.
I'm really being left behind. The last one on everyones mind. The girls are in van right now, and Yannic is off skiing. And don't get me wrong, I'm in no way erked that he is off having fun, or that the girls are enjoying the city. I'm just a little hurt im the last to know of anything. I wanted to see the girls before they headed out and not one has messaged me.. I just feel I'm really last weeks news to them.. I miss my friends, I still concider em friends, but I guess they don't see me in quite the same light. Facebook friends now? I guess so..
I'm writing em letters right now, I wanna bike down to the station And surprise them. I really miss em all, so much.. As mean as it sounds, i hope they feel a little bad for forgetting about me.. Cause it really hurts me that I'm not even shrugged off, I'm just forgotten.. An it's not fun.. I really thought I was close with them.. I really did..
I've been binging the last few days. From loneliness, anger, sadness.. Ive had a shit week and my braces have just made it worse. My mouth just plain hurts! So I've been living off ice-cream. I know. Ugh. Been maintaining at 126 ish. And well it pisses me off. I stopped running and working out. But will be starting up swimming with my next cheque, thanks to dantees advice. And well, I dunno. I'm a mess.
Got a new wardorbe yesterday. Less low cut, more tshirts and tanks. Like Hurley roxy and all that style. Got a bathing suit and self tanner. (and yes.. My hands are orange..) blah.
Thinkthin XoXo
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I'm so sorry you're feeling that way, and its messed up that you were treated like that. I hope things turn around for you. Then again, maybe they were running late, and in a hurry.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the new wardrobe and stuff. :) That's always a plus. Sorry you had binge issues, I did too like last week, and it was awful. I'm sure you'll get past it though. Good luck!