Words..

They Mean Nothing. So Do Promises To Your Self...

I'm simply sick of doing this.. night after night.. it terrifies me..
i do so damn well during the day.. last night i almost made it.. almost..

i can only promise to do better.. only promise.. it'll never happen.
but at least i try?

I'm not only letting down myself.. I'm letting down my Ana friends, and
well..
my health.

I was so close to getting help..
so
damn
close..