You Look At Me,

And i see the hate.

you really think i enjoy this!?

Ana keeps me up all night like I'm on e!
Miss keeps whispering that one more bite cant really hurt, then sticks her fingers down my throat!

i hate myself.

i hate having to listen to them.

you just wouldn't understand.
you wouldn't understand unless you were double teamed like me.

you think i can turn it off and on.

well news flash.
its called a SICKNESS for a reason.

and baby, no amount of pills can make this go away.

no matter how much i wish they could.