Just Like So.
I've been walking this thin line between recovery, and relapse.
Been feeling very uncomfortable in my skin for a few weeks (most likely from no gym time) and then took a dive.. three days of laxatives and diurex and eating around five hundred calories (give or take) It shook me just enough however. I know I don't want that life, that obsession (Even when it gave me direction and purpose)
I wanna try, and live without those numbers in my head, and sleepless dreams after trying to feel for bones.
Maybe It's Finally My Time.
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