I.

am.
have.
will.
dream.

aim.

slightly off-center.

breathe. hold. out through the nose.

drink, swallow.
repeat.


I think I know where I'm heading.
where I know I'm going.
where I think I know I'm going.
Where I wish I though I was going.
Where I knew to stop,

because I know,

better.

I'm scared.

I thought I knew what was ahead.

truly no one does.

I think I know what is next for me.

beyond more marks on my hips
marks on my skin
marks left in

red.

be close.
let m e b e
c l o s e.

nothing between us,
but a pe
a
co
ck


in the way?,

639Hz

And the frequencies found in dreams. 

Between the hum of heart beat, pull of breathe. 

Some days, a walk in the rain is all that you need. 

When paths are misty, 

Roads are flooded. 

Sync self to drops, to steps,

to breath,

to heart.

When you face your demons, battle your monsters. 

The fight taxing and terrorizing. 

Hammer to external walls.

Tear down false face. 

We are led to believe the inner garden is abundant. 

Side quests complete; 

wealth grows within.

Some days a walk in the rain, is all that you need. 

Confronted with raw energy, lacking plan,

don't survive. 

I did not survive.
I do not recognize the person in the mirror,
or my arms in sunlight.

My shoulders in jackets,
even my smile.

Disconnected, raw energy.
Another opportunity to mold,
to grow.

Seems that while I attempted to keep up with studies, taking in new information and helpful tips. I didn't have a concrete plan. Something that wasn't stressed enough, how was I ment to slide back into this time line?

I am living static, blurry and unstable.

Sync self to drops, to steps,

to breath,

to heart.

Wiki tells me that now is the perfect moment to discover self.

I saw myself in the way Khrys kicked snow banks.
Their combat boots worn, a smoke hangs from their mouth.