Many times I thought I was through with this blog, that I was at a point in my journey that no longer required this space. I think perhaps I'm not quite there just yet.
I've tried to pick up journalling, good 'ol paper and pen. Though despite my well meaning attempts my hands cramp too fast, there is no spell check, and I always worry to carry it with me, as to who's eyes might find it. I know posting this online means many more eyes would ever see this then a notebook, but somehow it seems safer. Being anonymous at it's finest.
It's the new year, 2016 is bright shining and new. With so many possibilities at my finger tips. I tried to reflect on my 2015 experience without much luck. I've got a terrible memory and only have facebook posts and huge events to go off of. Even though I couldn't give you a month or date of these events off hand, even which order they go in.. And it got me sad. There is so much I missed in 2015, so much I lived through, and forgot. I don't want this year to be the same.
After spending the afternoon looking through password protected journal apps, I found one and figured it best that it will do for my on the go. Where I can jot down happenings and update here once a week or something. Breath some life into this dusty old blog. I don't want to forget this year, or let it just pass me by.
Along with a new year comes resolutions. While I sort of shake my head and smile at these, it's always fun to think up a few ways that I could work on myself. To me, self improvement should come when you realize you need it, not just once a year cause everyone else is joining a gym. However, it's nice to jot down a few goals, and start a plan.
2016 Goals/Dreams/Scheme: (scheme is a freak'n weird word)
- Be healthy enough to donate blood (This is always on my list. And one day I'll get there)
- Figure out my food allergies and intolerances (Something in my tummy doesn't like apples.)
- Stop drinking beer (As much as I adore beer, my tummy doesn't)
- Complete X paintings (grater than 5ish? *shrugs*)
- Go back to school for costume design
- Pay off student loans (before attending a new school)
- Say no, when needed. But also to say yes, when anxiety tries to tell me not to.
- GET A KITTEH.
- Move in with SO~ <3 li="">
