Super Boob

Some line from American Dad.

I want to wear whats "hip" whats "pretty" and be beautiful. I want. I need. I can, never, be.

The Eating Attitudes Test (EAT-26)

You Can Take The Test Here.
This is what I scored..  Then again, no matter what I score, Doctors never even attempt to believe you.
At least the four I talked to didn't.

I asked for it

As I Always Tend To Do.

Went to the movies tonight with yannic, we saw beauty and the beast in 3D. The second I was alone I binged. I don`t know why I even thought for a second this was a good idea. And of all people, yannic to bring with me?!

To Be Honest, I miss him, and this is our movie. 

And I hate myself, I deserve the punishment and pain.

Taking Things In To My Own Hands.

One Diet At A Time.

Seems waiting around for other people to hold my hand isn't the way to go about things. I'm really not too sure people understand how important a meal plan is. Which is very, very important. *le sigh.*

So here I go, My meal plan - The Strawberry Diet
 Yeah I know.. Wrong way about it. I can't be bothered anymore.

118.2 Yesterday,

But I Can't Step On That Damn Scale Today.

The other night I went out to Abbotsford, Stayed with Mum. We Drank Smoked And Watched A Movie. I hate how disconnected I've become.Started my new job today, easy as pie. Feeling Like I've Just Ate A Whole Pie Though. I'm sure my intake is balanced out by the 9.5 hours of walking/standing/cleaning I've done today. But you know me, that's never quite enough is it? Nope. 

I've got a few days off till my 3-11's start up again, and I'll be on the search for a running path, I need to move. I need to stay active. More active then that damn kinect can do for me right now it seems. 

Ever since I was eight or nine

I've been standing on the shoreline

Always waiting 

For something lasting

Loose your hunger, you loose your way

Get confused and you fade away

Oh this town

Kills you when you are young

Oh this town

Kills you when you are young