Say No?

Its Only Two Letters.. Cants Possibly Be That Hard..

But the demons just keep calling me back..

My Heart Beats Faster

As The Day Grows Shorter..

He'll be here soon.. 3 days..

I Miss His Hands.
smile
kiss
sent
touch
warmth
laugh

Fun Facts Of The Day:

Having The Will Power To Say Sorry, Is Ten Million Times Easier Then Saying No To Food..

So I Went To Her. Told Her Everything I Held Back.
Now I Just Have To Wait.

I Fucken Hate Waiting.

You You You..

Make My Heart Race..

And I Only Want To Be Perfect For You..
To make your heart race.. maybe even take your break away from time to time.


I merly want to see your jaw drop.
is it too much to ask that my eating habbits are left be then.

I Only Want A Twinky..

And Oat Meal.. And Some Cookies.. Maybe Another Slice Of Cake..


Nur.. It just keeps happening..
I went in to the doctors..
i dont think he understood how bad it is..
i dont think i want him to know..

Drama Drama

Ever Girls With ED Bitch.

ugh . . grow up! that is all.

14th Is Just A Day.

But I Was Hoping To Spend It With You..

It the frist V-day i've ever had someone to care about..
To show that i love them
And that there is someone that cares deeply about them..

But there he sits.. Nine hours away missing me like mad..
but its the thought that counts. and besides, its only a day on a calender.
and well when he dose get here,. here he'll be.
with me and thats just where he should be.

<3

Your My Love,

My Friend, My Everything.

I Starve For You.